Wednesday, December 16, 2009

~sweetest coma again~

i guess a lot people do misunderstand me a lot.. when i am sick.. people think im in love.. and when i'm jiwang-ing, people think im sick.. i'm stressed as well.. no mood to study.. laziness in.. wish i had the drives like during in high school.. somehow.. im always motivated to study... i think i lost the motivation........


so... i guess i should find a new motivation then?... i have a name in mind.. but is it worth it? i mean.. its obvious... but really.. haish.. i need to get this monkey out of my back... before its starts growing bigger into a gorilla maybe...


but then.. i miss my old motivation terribly.. been going through pictures and stuff.. and.. poof.. i cant sleep again......


i think i'm getting desperate.......

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