~ego~

sometimes.. i really don't know who to look for advice....... feel like i have no one that actually understands or 'know' me..... owh well..... haha....

*facepalm*

stand tall, stand strong!

*crazy horny smile*

hehe!^^

~coffee~

i made breakfast today.. as in something proper..
i feel very eased, drinking hot black coffee, while letting the window open..
it was one of the few morning i woke up alone in the room
my burmese room mate really dont like the window open,
he is not used to the cold.. and who can blame him -18 wind blowing in..

anyway,
20 days.. before long trip back..
i'm not sure it was the right thing to do looking at the circumstances..
but it was definitely what i wanted to do..
so, here i go again, being selfish..

hardly been sleeping..
taking naps like 3 to 4 hours a day..
working really hard.. but at times i do get distracted.. (damn nba 2008)....

well well..
say i came back..
is it wise for me to try again..
somehow i know what the answer will be like..
but then is it worth it.. i dunno.. so..
im taking a leap of faith..

i think i been staying in my room alot...
but i think its worth it.. its okay what others think..
for me.. i feel this is the way.. my way.. so yeah! i do in what i believe..

there is a lot things to do..

i do what i can do now, for my tomorrow..
=)