~Updatetomundo~

I’m not running away. But this is one corner of one country on one continent on one planet that’s a corner of a galaxy that’s a corner of a universe that is forever growing and shrinking and creating and destroying and never remaining the same for a single millisecond, and there is so much, so much, to see. Because it goes so fast. I’m not running away from things, I am running to them. Before they flare and fade forever. And it’s alright. Our lives won’t run the same. They can’t. One day, soon, maybe, you’ll stop. I’ve known for a while..

well, i wrote a crazy long message today. like crazy long. haha. now i feel silly cause i don't think the person would reply. ah wells. see how it goess.

I want to be inspired further and work harder, but i just seem to lose track of things.. i don't know how things going to turn out in the future, but i'm glad that i'm me.i know its sounds a little bit cocky, but i think i'm pretty awesome=)) so yeah. keep moving and moving, and yes things just went up a gear. everything moving fast, but i'm moving faster, as though a huge weight is off me. maybe it is? i don't know. i just know i want to read, i want to play, i want to go out, and i wanna eat sweet stuff all day.. and today am gonna cook something neat=))

today's plan is early dinner, resident evil while i'm eating, some gaming if there's time, but i want to read and read and read, or watch some educational stuff. need a little dicipline and all. but i realised now, i need to inspire myself most the times, i guess thats why i love doctorwho =))

~ThetaSigma~

Gallifrey- where thetasigma stole a magic box, changed his name and travelled the stars and cascades of burning constellations. weeeee! another episode today and the return of unit. can't wait for that to be honest. i hope unit will so asghkkllll. and the doctor goes cuckoo.

anyways, i really need to start getting up to another gear again, and work harder. kind of slacked off the whole week. and everything slowed down. and played loads of dota and watching angel as well. things are looking brighter ahead. yes there were periods where i missed a number of girls in my life. but we'll just leave it that as that. i think its better i move on than all of them. memories of them just going sad. and i don't like that. shall keep them nicely in a box

and ooh! i have a new girlfie, her name is alleria(lyralei), windrunnerrrr!!!!! i'm still learning to play her sort of a thing, and the record matchups are looking bleak, but seriously she is pretty darn goood=)) only my rhasta haven't lost a game yet, and barathrum and alleria lost a few times more than wins. in any case. meh. i don't really care of the records much.

today at the school stadium, they are having the sports exhibition, and i was asked to play badminton, with trick shots.. you know when you force yourself to do trick shots, it doesn't actually works. shall see how it goes, supposed to go there later, with sasha. see if anyone is there, want to ask them record some stuff. need to have some videos before my legs really gives way.

plans for studies, finish up kumars on haemotology, and then really read up paed's. i think its nelsons, not sure. ah wells. see how it goesss. need to work and less dota. i wanna be better, not just good, i wanna be the best there is, and its not easy, but im gonna be willing for it=))