~Indian Songs~

well, to sum up my week, yes i've been slashed by an angry dude with a kitchen knife, lost my glasses, didn't do so well for exam, but towards the end, i did kind ahad a good day for deepavalli.

for a first in a very long time, i suppose, well, erm, i did feel butterflies and a bit *ohmygodohmygod* when she said she would love to come for the event, and so, the day came, ironed my jippa, *couldn't find the pants, so i wore slacks, and you know what, it had pockets and i loved my pockets*

anyways, she came with her simple dress, we met in metro, i was in my jippa, we went, we talked, we laughed, she leaned on me during the pictures, *i hate when they smell good, somehow i'm very enticed by them for days*.. and thats effing depressing..

anyways, we ate, and couldn't get into the hall, so we decided to bail, and go to starbucks, had a cup together, talked, and went home, messaged each other, and i told her i wanted to sleep *but in reality, i just wanted to have time on my own*..

anyways, it did kinda go well, so i'm grateful to god in a way, the cut could've been worse, the glasses was the least of the worries, and the bad things would have happened on the celebration, but everything did happen the best it could, so yeah, pretty much big guy up there toook everything, and little debris hit on me, *im strong enough to brush them away*, its never going to slow me down.

1 thing i should be doing is my extra studies, i really need to work hard again. hopefully i can get back my momentum.

and i miss mum, dad, px, sis, family, close friends, and home, next year probably will be the last deepavalli here, and after that probably i can be around home. and its going to be great.

i'm grateful honestly=)