~sling shot~

just back from class.. extremely hungry, but far more lazier to cook anything.. im deciding to sleep it off for now..

went training again yesterday, been playing badminton about 3 to 4 times a week since a fortnight ago.. body aches and fatigue is what im feeling lately.. a lot of wear and tear.. the varsity games is next week at kursk, from what seniors says, its about 8 hours bus journey from moscow.. the thing that has been boggling our minds is safety.. a lot of incidents has been going on..

disappointment yesterday, but proud of the team... arsenal played well..but, just 1 person has taught a lesson to them.. well, good luck barca and messi.. they deserved it.. and this morning, kings played superbly well.. just to lose the match at the end to spurs tenacious defense.. well, they still showed heart for the game.. and thats pretty good enough for me for now..

need to do my laundry later.. but very very lazy to do anything.. i haven shaved in some time.. doesnt seem hairy.. lols..

room mate still in hospital.. biochemistry is a pain in the rear.. physio test next week, and i havent done anything..

jealous to those that has someone to cook for them..... there is like a rock concert in my stomach now.......

god im lazy.....

~justice~

just back from badminton... kind of pleased with my investment.. hopefully this 1 lasts as long as it should.. no regrets!!^^

had been a weird week... sometimes, i do feel odd going classes alone and all. thank god all my friends are doing great.. and i cooked for more than 90 people at easter.. and it did turn out great.. not an easy task cooking for so much.. hahahah.. this is the 2nd time after the broccoli soup at women's day.. pretty tiring stuff..

and.. im missing n0killer.. hahaha.. like a lot.. havent crapped with him like a super long time.. mana lah this budak disappear in sunway...

looking forward ahead..^^

~autumn~

나는 가을이 좋아, 단풍을 좋아하거든 ^^

~show stopper~

this is getting even weirder.. i'm miserably happy.... i dont know how else i can describe.. just that, i finally achieved what i have been hoping for since end of spm.. just that, i cant seem to be happy about it.. after so long.. and gone through so much.. and now its here.. in my hands.. but, im just not contented at all.. for some reason i cant make people around me happy as well.... dang! i thought this is what i actually wanted since ages ago... perhaps due to a lot of sad things have been happening to the people around me lately?..

i made another huge blunder again.. the same 1.. its like.. im repeating it again and again.. hmmm. when will i learn from it!?!?!?*pffft*.. i cant break again due to this.. i need to face it.. if that is fate.. then so let it be.. i cant do no more.. i sowed the seed, and tried my best for it to sprout, and if the seed refuses to sprout with me, let it be with someone else which it will grow strong and beautiful.. at least its willing to sprout then..

and i just watched heart break kid's swansong match.. really broke my heart.. i mean.. i grew watching him, until today.. when he retired.. will definitely miss the sweet chin music and all..

last sunday was major improvement.. can do a bit better next time.. must muster more courage and confidence.. yup.. yup.. am so nailing this.... who knows if i got lucky.. *grins*

ooyiru poone maari yirukinu.. ye yende manase mansala akenu ila??

practice! practice!
^^