~Undying days~

well, the past week was more than not maybe a little hitting on the lower end. i did succumb in doing it again, which i really try my best not to.. but.. i guess the "L" bug just destroys whatever will i have..

nevertheless, a single comforting thing comes from a teacher, whom i first had thoughts as bitchy.(meh.. my senses are so haywired). anyways, so called that she could see you through and read futures(senior's words).. the moment she touched me, she went "oooh, i don't know whether you believe in angels, but there is an angel looking out for you", and the first thought was the moon. Sue me. well, yeah. i like to think that the moon looks out for me. i just feel good when its around. childish thought but.. i suppose it does make me feel good.. and she said a bunch of other stuff.. probably, could mean anything.

i guess i'm still in the recovery period. i will get better and i need to work harder. there is so much i can drown for. sometimes i do wonder, am i like dust, till its too easy to forget me. i guess so.. i can only be me. but no one else.. i did wish things were different, but, i know it is what it is. and i can't look back, not anymore.

which comes to the kings. i did enjoy the game honestly, cross my heart. i saw them play and i felt really good, that few minutes, everyone was clicking and when jimmer hit the trey. i was like "if you don't like that, you don't like kings basketball", anyways, optimistic is the word to go for the kings this season. i really hope for the future

and finally, i saw random quotes of the doctor today.. which made me feel, a little cheerful to be honest, so here i am gonna share with you=))

the link is here=)) http://imgur.com/a/0o9fj