~moonlight shadow~

the moon is waning out,

there’s none to admire,

these eyes are looking for you,

the breeze breathing,

the garden laughing,

no one to savour,

my little hands reaching for you

wind will keep blowing,

sun will be shining still,

nothing ever changing,

the earth and sky are singing for us to live,

for i can still hear their blissful voices.

to be honest, i have learnt so much this whole semester as human. i guess prety much loads more to go heh. nevertheless, i'm glad at times i don't forget for what i stand for. though temptations, rage, feelings might get the best of me at times, but i seem to be more stable the last few days. it's a choice whether i want it to get the best of me, and i know i have so much in me that is capable even lifting the heaviest block. i believe for what i stand for, and i will be honest to that. i will do my very best not to be shrouded by everything. be clear as the moon, and illuminate as much as the sun. for i am both!=) i know i hurt you a lot, and at times i do regret it very much. i really want to look after you, and make you happy and safe, and keep you well loved and healthy. i know i can be that man, and your man... i doing more than my best now, and will make sure i give you always good feelings with me.. sadly kings playing really bad recently, frustrating games over and over again. but hey, at least jimmer is hitting shots,and cousin doubling each night. hopefully they get some all star times. arsenal on 3 game losing streak.. owh wells. and seriously.. what in the blue hell is a munna? hahahahahahaah. 4th gym baby. let see if i can finish the league tomorrow.=)