~wasteland lost~

too many things to write actually..
i know i should be using this time that i get to use a laptop for copying my lecture notes..
but i really feel like writing..

i mean seriously.. arsenal losing to bolton... pfffffftsss..
come on lah.. how unlucky this year can go..
sacramento kings moving out.. and might dissolve.. then who should i support? definitely not lakers..

but i guess i been greedy lately..
been wanting everything, and everyone..
ah well.. sometimes you dont get things to happen the way you want..
i guess i will have to pull out from this mission team..
i cant expect them to adjust to my timings.. expensive that way..
though even if they are willing too.

but yeah.. many thing i really gave some good thought about..
and i roughly have some idea now..
just that.. whether is the right 1..
im not sure or convinced.. so yeah..
its all still a huge mystery..

for now. i do what i can..
and handle things.. the way i know.
perhaps i looked myself a bit too high..
and its time to hit reality before it hits you hard on the face..
so yeah..
i know.. and i will manage..


well i guess the only good thing is that cloud nine is released.. and thats my only entertainment for now.. haha. ^^