~Shadows~

i really tried to see positivity of my days.. but as times goes, the negativity keeps up.. and today, i really broke to bits.. and i don't know who to talk out too.. i felt robbed.. robbed of happiness that i always thought 1 day i could get.. is it so much i ask for? have i sinned so much to you that i deserve such a great test of faith? i'm coming to closer to place where i think i have to forgo myself..just to breathe..

it came to a point,i can't write much anymore.. or say anything.. it hurts a lot... i guess i always deserve such an ending... it just hurts so much..