~little wing~

standing next to a mountain, and you gotta chop it down with the edge of your hand.. owh wells, have to study and work thoroughly, a lot things to do and think about.. and yeap, my brain and body coordinating.. and oh, played in the russian league again, i know i shouldn't but, erm.. emergency ganti.. so.. yeah.. for some reason i played.. and somewhat im enjoying all the cramps and stiffness of the body.. i guess i needed that.. and to be honest, i kinda OWNED the matches.. i never thought i can play mix doubles, havent had any proper 1s since sec school..haha! russian girl hands down impressive..haha! she never seen me before i guess, cause i never went for the other matches. and i have loads to read and study, i should be prepared, but not to hard onmyself, but im eager to learn and work for it.. so i should. just that today i was really feeling a bit dry, and trust me, a good dollop of chocolate ice cream would help..haha! and oh, gotta admit, new diet seems better, i seem to have less lazyness and more energy when i need my energy.. no longer feeling energetic middle of the night, but feeling good on the mornings instead.. cutting less on coffeee as well yeap, gotta stay strong and positive. though at times i do feel like talking, but keeping your head low for a while is agood thing.. need sometime out for everything i guess.. havent played any computer games for 2 weeks.. god bless me.. i guess i would play some this weekend.haha. anyhow, life goes on, i did what i needed to do today, yeap, i set stuff right again, it feels right, and yes, i shall continue to trot along.. and i shall keep encouraging and giving positive messages, i would do my part, and hopefully she feels better by it.. hopefully. =)