~words~

a trip to remember..
or
a trip to forget..
a lot has happen, in the minds of lust of men...

how cruel it has been..
seeing someone
longing for another..

anyway,
life has been like always..
after clearing every pathway..
a new blockade stumbles upon..

i don't want to listen to my heart anymore..
though i can feel its cries of truth..
in a way..
i would prefer my conscience to lie..
it makes me a happier person..

i'm not sure whether to take the leap of faith..
what i am sure is that,
i long for that feeling.

time is too short..
and understanding isn't a common..
but i hope..
that 1 day..
i would understand.. all..

as of now..
i can only imagine..
how and when..
they do not know. what pitfall i'm in..

but a thing is for sure.. i will climb out of it..
too much sweat and blood been spilled..
blood and sweat of people who matter to me..