~Sploossh~

I think for the past few days i am becoming a tad more diciplined..*except for now* haha! should be studying but seems like i haven't wrote anything for sometime now.. good good dinner, imma indian dude cooking chinese food and sharing with my chinese neighbours*no part of that is racism implied*.. haha! anyways, yeah, thing started to settle down a lot, and funny thing is had an awkward chat with dad ,nevertheless i do miss him and mum much. am definitely looking forward to come home.=))

and now, to focus and focus! and keep pushing on! i'm rally happy for JEANNIE WONG* you so sexy*.. awww! this bestie laling of mine, received dean's list award in her 1st year at Boston Berkeleys! Omaigawd i'm so proud! hehe! treat you to movie again soon!, but yeah! isn't that awesome to see your dear friend being appreciated for being amazing like the way you know them!=)) i'm really excited! definitely will be saving up for your graduation!=))

and a few friends misunderstood me for having a gf now.. haha! errrmmmmm! really nobody since the last 1, but yes, i do admit i kind of interested with someone.. but whole new story there.. and yes, definitely will try to ask her out with you guys around=))bet all you guys will be jelly with me!but not really sure she can make it or agree to it..haha..~

so far in chessmaster i played to my rating undefeated, i'm always worried that i don't win games or finish games that i should win. and keep working on that. also im pretty sure, during in selection there are a ton of people with awesome abilities.. and i have no threats on them at all. just can do try my best with my favourite style and hope to have a fun game of wits.

time to continue working hard! and keep doing awesome and awesome work! i know i have a month time to study everything, and it is more than enough. so today is a good wake up call to remember and work for it. i can and want to be awzummmmm!=))

it's been sometime since i felt confident and motivated!=))

WOooooooHHooooo!=))