~hunter's row~

hmmm.. its been.. a mixed feeling kind of a week..

a lot of stories i heard from dear one's...
sad that all my efforts to assist them.. seemed futile..
but some of them thanked for the effort..
felt, appreciated...

but my own.. story..
wasn't really that bright...
i had this fantasy..
a very wild fantasy..
but.. now i think..
it will remain as a fantasy..
and i can't do anything about it..
can't contribute..
but yeah.. i'm looking forward..
maybe have to change the style a little...
losing my trademark skills..
feels like i lost a part of myself..
well..
this is life i guess..
sometimes..
a man got to do, what a man has to do..

will shake it off.. and look forward to it....

~krasni~

PX...still hates me... haha.. well not hate.. but just oblivious of me.. i must be some sort of dog repellent human..

failed to annoy mum.. whatever, the goatee, the words i use.. the pix i showed.. erm.. she is not annoyed at all.. she is happy im home..

dad, still the same.. maybe not as strict as last time.. well.. i hope no more curfew for me..^^